World of Hate
by Widower
Rick Gebhardt
Rick Gebhardt
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Cope
02:52
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Sleep
02:56
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this is where i draw the line between my dual disposition and my lack of interest falling to my knees this world has always been my enemy i told myself
i said id never let it beat me but id say im growing tired ive marked the hours that ive spent searching for a better state of mind a safer way to keep these
thoughts inside as i carry pain i feel the blood pump through my veins cut me open let me bleed im sick of this im sick of being sick of this everything
ive earned and everything im working for has never been quite as hard as this im ready to sleep im ready to sleep prosperitys a part of me i never got to
see bury me with my hostility i stand face to face with a world that stole my bliss until i pass away i dont think i exist i am alive but only in my dreams
this world has always been my enemy dig a grave dig a grave and dump my body im twenty one and i feel ive been here far t0o long ive been here far to
long im ready to sleep im ready to sleep im ready to sleep im ready to sleep
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Undertow
02:48
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saying that my life is good for nothing sounds right to me id rather not turn it into something why bother trying to get the hopes of those around me up
when the world that i see is nothing but an empty cup death is a promise life is a lie ill be quick to point my finger at the reaper when i die i know what
its like to be born in a grave constantly rotting away ive been rotting away i cant push away the pain i wait for a better day im shaking hands with the
reaper the undertow pulls me deeper and deeper everyday in this world of hate sinking through the cracks losing sight of everything i love chewed my fingers to the bone only feeling more alone i cant stand to watch my life slip through the cracks
death is a promise life is a lie ill be quick to point my finger at the reaper when i die i know what its like to be born in a grave constantly rotting away
death is a promise life is a lie
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World of Hate
01:44
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im a ghost i roam this world of hate have no feelings anymore but my body always aches feel me show me that im real feel me show me that im real ive
chewed my fingers to the bone for you feel me take my last breath and then ill show you the truth im a ghost i roam this world of hate have no feelings
anymore but my body always aches
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Broken Homes
03:15
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buried in my grave another victim of this world i call home i try to pace myself i feel my heart beat through my coat my veins explode in the end theres no blood left in my pen im a ghost watch me pass through broken homes i think i feel my fear taking control of my bones i found a place to call home i found a place to call my own everytime i try to look back i collapse quick to catch my breath then im at it again im calling it quits on a life that has felt so valueless im not afraid im only being cautious i feel sick in the head the son of bad intentions im full of demons shoot me dead i try to pace myself i feel my heart beat through my coat my veins explode im a ghost watch me pass through broken homes i found my place only longing to feel my soulpass through broken homes i think i feel my fear taking control of my bones i found a place to call home
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Right to Die
03:15
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buried in the back of my mind im digging through the thoughts inside my head one last time dont remember feeling alive slowly walking the line between
life and death and all ive gained in this life is a chance to rest and in the end i can finaly close my eyes never wake up again alone in my mind im sick of
all the fucking lifeless lies i see myself and im losing my head again i’ve killed my demons but theres still something inside of me locked inside my mind
i lost the key to save my sanity put a rope around my neck and kick the ladder out i filled myself with hate i think its time for me to let it out theres a
place ive got to find where my soul can keep up with my mind sick of feeling like my bones are made of stone and im sinking in the sea slowly walking
the line between life and death and all ive gained in this life is a chance to rest ive done the best i can to get a grip on life and find out who i am but a
storm is forming in my body ill never be the same again i’ve killed my demons but theres still something inside of me locked inside my mind i lost the
key to save my sanity put a rope around my neck and kick the ladder out i filled myself with hate i think its time for me to let it out
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Meaningless Life
04:14
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all i am is all im ever seeing lifes a drag and you wont stop cursing my name youve taken all that you want from me i never said a thing theres a silence
that runs deep inside my veins with every pulsing beat my heart spreads the hate through my body trapped inside a world of make believe all these
problems of mine i made them in my mind ive broken your shackles of greed my eyes are blinded but my mind still sees ive lost my innocence insecurity
is holding my throat imprisoned in this mind of mine life sentence slowly fading in time i broke your shackles of greed my eyes are blinded but my mind
still sees your cursing my name i never said a thing without a face without a home ive learned everything that i know living life in a hole take what you
want from me i dont have anything all the thoughts that have entered my mind dont mean a thing ive buried all that i have and i dont think ill ever feel
again you were a soul sucker i couldnt even breathe the way you grabbed at my lungs like you did i lose sleep when i hear my heart beat and thats all that
i hear anymore ive left my final note with a rope around my throat pull the plug on my meaningless life
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credits
released August 5, 2014
Engineer: Josh Conlee
Mix/Master: Ricky Armellino
Engineer: Josh Conlee
Mix/Master: Ricky Armellino
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