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Among Wolves

by Widower

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Alkali Lake 04:14
i spend my time digging slowly searching for the things that aren’t there anymore my skin’s hardly apart of me my blood doesn’t serve a purpose my bones are worthless to me my lungs are all i need to force these thoughts out of my head pounding my head to the ground maybe my world will shut down i found my self digging through my skin again just to find what i hope’s inside a sense of happiness away from my past a place to rest my head and die i’ve been digging through my mind to find a purpose i’ve been digging through my mind to find a purpose in life i found nothing searching for my former self i need to find my home i’m not welcome at my last one anymore a living hell a living hell i do every thing i can to erase my past and start from scratch have the feeling that i’m right on the edge just a few more steps and the streets will be red i’ve been digging through my mind to find a purpose in life i’ve been digging through my mind i found nothing i found nothing
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there’s something else beneath my skin i think i’m slurring my words i guarantee i’ve changed for the worst burn my soul suck the life out of me i can’t believe the kind of person i’d be if i stayed the same way and saw the things i used to see a fire has burned my soul but the skin around my bones is growing cold time is my illness i’ll be dead before my ship sinks i don’t wanna die but i think of dying all the time crowded in a silent room i’m buried in my tomb pull me from self neglect help me resurrect i always take the long way home i drag my feet just to feel alone i’m so homesick and alone i don’t wanna die but i think of dying all the time every time i sleep i hear the devils voice inside my ear i’m not a man i’m a monster i try to heal but my mind fucking wanders a fire has burned my soul but the skin around my bones grows cold i don’t wanna die but i think of dying all the time all the time
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i’m not a slave i’m not a servant i’d rather spend my time on something thats fucking worth it i lost it i’m feeling drained every single step I take feels like a mistake i’m laying awake do i pray or free myself before i fade away i’m not a slave i’m not a slave don’t think i’ll every believe the life i call my own won’t spread a fucking disease when i die don’t close my eyes i wanna watch as i turn to dust put me in the ground that’s where my soul will stay there’s not a better place i’d rather be on my own anyway i don’t live to please in the end all that’s left is me on my death bed my soul is not a machine and I don't ever need you to let me know that you believe in me and I don't ever need you to congregate and talk about my name and I could never be a jealous nor a vengeful god and i'm old enough to finally see i could never be a good man at heart entertaining your beliefs. every exit on your way to mass, dozens laying in the streets that could have sang the hymns as well themselves but you think there's another hell i’m not a fucking servant i won’t spread your disease my soul is not a machine if it was it’d be killing me the life i call my own won’t spread a fucking disease when i die don’t close my eyes i wanna watch as i turn to dust put me in the ground that’s where my soul will stay there’s not a better place i’d rather be on my own anyway i don’t live to please in the end all that’s left is me

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Engineered and mixed by Sam Bottner and Mastered by Ryan Harvey

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released December 13, 2013

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Widower Chicago, Illinois

Midwest Melodic Hardcore

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